Here is some vomit

A well dressed man was sitting on the path next to the river, right by my house, flipping a coin. He smiled as I past, and continued to flip his coin. I wish people did that more often. NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! Be as cool as man coin flipper.

I need a car. No. I need this car.

i guess the whole, taking a break for summer thing didn't really work out...

The girl with no Dream

I once had an in-depth discussion with a woman who I work with. She’s sweet and chatty and loves working around people, especially her ‘girlies’ at the bakery I used to work at. Talking to her, I found out that she had left school in year 10, had then gone to TAFE to do a broad course about the workforce for people with disabilities. She then decided that TAFE was not for her, so she left. University did not seem appealing, as she dreaded studying and exams, so she focussed on working. She started working in odd jobs here and there from the age of 16, and from the age of 18, up until now, has been working at Bakers Delight. She is now 28. She has no boyfriend, husband or children or pets. She asked me why I had decided to get a job, I answered that it was for a trip to Italy. I asked her the same thing, ‘Are you saving for anything?’ ‘No,’ she said. I asked he if she had taken a gap year after TAFE to go travelling, to which she turned around and laughed, ‘Gosh no! I’m happy with our own back garden.’ I was really taken aback. Here was a lovely, bubbly girl, who loved chatting with people, with no career aspirations, no apparent goals, who had worked at Bakers delight for little over a third of her life, who has never travelled and never aspired to, who was just, as she phrased it, ‘Living life,’ I felt a real sense of sadness, in my sheltered little life, I had not met anyone like her. She was happy as could be, commuting from Box Hill to Richmond almost every day at 7am, to work in a small bakery in a florescent-lit, run down shopping centre. I could not rap my head around it, I wanted to ask her, ‘Don’t you want more out of life!?’ , to shake her and maybe knock some sense into her, a sense of adventure, or a yearning for real love, or wealth, or adventure, of mystery or excitement! What do we need in order to make us happy, to make us feel like we are not just ordinary?

Im out of here

sorry blog..I am taking a break from you for the summer