So here's the thing. I've reached a point, where I've seen past everything, which is actually quite dangerous when I htink about it... 'Oh well, in two years I wont even be here...I'll never see them again!' I've developed a very dangerous question which I constantly find myself asking, 'Do I really care...honestly?' If I thought about the immediate consequences, I say, 'Shit! Of course I do, what am I thinking!' But there's a little smirking 9 year old in the back of mind, with his arm crossed, arrogantly leaning up against a wall, egging me on. I've looked so far down the line, that's it gotten to the point of, 'oh well, I'll be dead in 80 odd years, might as well be honest while I still have a functioning brain and the ability to pee on my own accord yeah?'

I'm not being a 'meany', simply constructive and honest. That is what we all really need. Someone to just harden the fuck up, come straight out-tell it like it is- and to stop tip-toeing around those who, lets be honest, believe that who they are, and who they associate with, a) impresses me, b) means something to me and c) Creates a separation between us, in which I would never dream of actually saying something containing any truth or any of my honest opinions. Golly no! I'm not encouraging people to run around telling everyone they're fat, I'm talking within reason. Do as my Grandma would and 'JUST GET STRAIGHT TO THE DAMN POINT WOULD YOU!'