Today at the planetarium I learned that we all have a bit of thirteen-billion year old start dust inside of us. We are all made of stars. Trust me, I'm lying. Sometimes, I just want to fuck up. When you think you're screwed, remember we're all on a big, wet ball floating in the dark. Life is for deep kisses, strange adventures, midnight swims and rambling conversations. Nothing will be alright, i am going to travel far away to the country of thieves and ghosts; get fucked up and die. You only live once. How many hearts will die tonight?... Being human is exhausting, do more than exist; Don't panic. I don't know where I'm going but i promise it won't be boring, I'll keep you wild; listen to your body, talk to plants, ignore people. Am I right? Do you get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place, like you'll not only miss the people you love but you'll miss the person you are now at this time and place because you'll never be this way ever again? I was here...I wish we could just go nowhere. Let's go anywhere. No speed limit. Jesus is coming! So swim until you can't see land, burn your ex's house down; easy living sucks cock in hell. In a flash. I wanted to explode, to pull my ribs apart and let the sun shine in; feels good to get some stuff done. Everything is shit, except you love; darling you are the only exception- tomorrow will be better than today. You are here. but it's not the same without you. I would have given you the world; the good times are killing me.
I can see now, I spent my entire childhood wishing that I was older, not I'm older and this shit sucks, If only we had a Vespa? I would like to start over again please...Please don't wait. Fuck you, Fuck you, very, very much.
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